Day 1 ... Can I really do this?

Day 1 is about to kill me. I didn't realize that I eat so much during the day. Today I ate 1800 calories and lots of water. Mark had his 2000 calories and lots of water. We are both hungry. Actually I think I am hungrier than he is. I didn't realize how many calories we were eating in a day. We got on a website that we could look up things from fast food restaurants and different places. OH MY!! Talk about a life style change!! So, now that it is 9:00 I am going to go in the bedroom and try to get my mind off of it.

Daily Weight -- Mark Starting 355

Robbyn Starting 388

I know we can do this. It's going to be tough. If we can get through the first week it will be better afterwards. Tomorrow is my birthday. How depressing. No birthday cake. No family except for Mark. OH well.

I guess I am feeling a little depressed. The temp is up, the snow is melting. My family is so far away. I miss my mom alot. I miss my sister Sherryl. I may miss her more than mom, or on some days I do. I miss everyone. Dad & Jeremy too. I am just depressed today I guess. It will get better. I know it will. Please pray for us.

R